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read my profile sign my guestbook  Country: United States State: Virginia Metro: Fairfax County Birthday: 5/27/1988 Gender: Female Interests: [.X.] friends. [.X.] my boyfriend. [.X.] reading. [.X.] sedatives. [.X.] nip/tuck. [.X.] dave matthews band. [.X.] myspace. it's addicting. www.myspace.com/tanyadmb. go there. [.X.] the bell jar by sylvia plath. [.X.] poetry. [.X.] alcohol. [.X.] transcendentalism. [.X.] sleeping. [.X.] writing. [.X.] driving. Occupation: Sales Industry: Retail Message: message me Website: visit my website Member Since: 2/22/2005 |
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
wow.i haven't been on this thing in forever. weird. so..me and neil..going strong, almost 14 months later. holy shit i can't believe how much i've grown up in the last year..going back and reading all that. he's in korea until june. maybe re-enlisting. he'd be at belvoir. talks of marriage. i'm so so so so happy. life is just kinda...working out. never realized how much i hated high school until i left it haha
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
| amazing. amazing. | |
Thursday, February 23, 2006
| when did everything get so fucked up? matt hates me. he hates me. that's not an exaggeration. it's been a week.... and he already has a new girlfriend? fantastic. fanfuckingtastic. | |
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
| mmmmmmpfft. get me out of NoVA. now. | |
Friday, January 20, 2006
it was inevitable. hmmph. anyways. my mom is mad because i've skipped school a lot this year. i think she should be happy. unlike SOME cousins and SOME siblings i am not doing the following........
soooo i went to my doctor last week blah blah two ear infections and a sinus infection blah blah we know anyways he told me that my whole life i've probably been diagnosed incorrectly. wtf? i don't understand. they've been telling me for years that i have severe depression and anxiety. i've tried every single FDA-approved anti-depressant on the market available to minors. he said that since the drugs are ineffective, i probably don't have depression. here's the scary part. my dad is bipolar. leave it to that bastard to make me into a manic-depressive. i hate him even more now. i don't care if it's not his fault. i hate him for passing his goddamn genes onto me. jerk. haha bitter much? i don't think i'm bipolar. i mean, i have a lot of dissociative experiences but i don't know if that's a symptom? how do they diagnose it? hmmm i just kinda assumed that i don't have it because i thought that the onset of symptoms begins in the early teenage years. who knows. they should just give me a lifetime supply of percocet and vicodin so i don't feel anything at all. </3 almost 3 months. | |||
